At the heart of every story there is a conflict. At the center of every great conflict there is a cause worth fighting for. I find I am not prone to the machinations of others. I am rarely a follower by belief. Perhaps all men say this before they truly realize how far they have been manipulated in their path. However in spite of such a truth I believe my path to be my own and therefore my travails are my own. In my youth I fought in many battles, for reasons both fallacious and true. It is easy to be an idealist when you are young. Every outrage to be met with force. Now I find that there are few things in this world that I allow to stir my sympathies. A weakness to some, a trait I have long heralded as a strength. There is none who can have leverage over me. I will not be manipulated. I will not be threatened. I will scorch the earth beneath me rather than yield. I had thought no cause was worth my soul.
The Woman
How many great men have been undone by the affections of a woman? So many that it is a truth. A hard logical fact that underpins this world. Whatever your ambitions, whatever your path, when you start down that road, you will end up somewhere completely different. I am weak, as men frequently are in these matters, but I like to think it took an extraordinary woman to break me. It's not simply a matter of beauty, of which she possess more than her fair share. Nor can I attribute it only to her brilliance. Trained as a Mage in their arcane sigils and numbers, ideas and theories the like of which I have no hope of deciphering, she has turned to alchemy now in an attempt to fuse her previous training with that of the natural world. While I very much enjoy having someone of a similar background for lively discourse, it is her spirit that draws me in. Much as a moth to a flame, it is an unquenchable fire that will surely burn me and yet I can't turn away. She shrugs off her hardships with a smile, her gaze is both commanding and reassuring in one pass. The wits of a mage, the resolve of a warrior, she is an army in herself. Traits that have won her many friends but have also gained her powerful enemies. Enemies we now share. A few among those that I once counted as companions.
I'll have some of that!
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